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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 4, 2009 20:19:36 GMT 10
I will put my fanfics here!
Some of them r related to life and are emo!
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 4, 2009 20:31:32 GMT 10
Tysonn, Here is what I couldn’t say! As I sit here in class he is on my mind. He is my first love and the lucky owner of my heart! I know it is stupid and childish to be obsessing over him but he is my first love, and I shudder and I realize he wont be the last no matter how much I wish for him to be the one! I have a smile on my face when I receive a text from him and sometimes the occasional blush works its way to my cheeks. I talk about all the time with my friends excluding information that will send me to hell!!! He is my cutie, my hottie, my space heater and so many things that I refuse to write!!! I know I have only known him 5 or 6 months and meet him twice, but, I feel a connection and I hope he feels it to and isn’t just humoring my when he tells me he loves me back. I always win and end it by telling him I love him more and this little story proves it! When I am upset or admit something awful to him he cheers me up and puts up with my craziness when I don’t get a reply soon enough for my liking. He cheers me up and stops me thinking… as I wrote that a blush crept up to my face as I remember I certain text that caused me to fall off my bed! When I lay on my bed leaning on a teddy and texting him I find myself wishing he were the teddy as the teddy isn’t as cute as he is and the teddy doesn’t hug back or do anything, and he would be warmer and more comfy then the teddy. And I recall my cutie telling me he wishes he was the teddy, and I like him find my bed to big for my liking and would love the company! cr*p another blush!!! I sit at the lunch table and wish he was there to protect me form some of my friends hurtful words! He is a constant distraction and I love it but I am always missing him and it is frustrating about the fact he is always in my head but it is better than other things I rarely think about such as suicide but I do think about it and I some times cant help but think that he’s to good for me and that does upset me he should be going out with a pretty girl that isn’t a loser like me. He tells me I am pretty but I look in the mirror and see an ugly mess looking back! He listens to me ramble on about life and stuff like that, a lot of the time we have silences but its not the awkward silences in which no one can think of some thing it’s a comforting silence! Its embarrassing to admit but my cutie has the sexiest voice…and the blush has returned.
He is mine for the moment and I treasure it!!!
Okay That Is How I Feel About You Tysonn!!!*Blushes*
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 4, 2009 20:32:49 GMT 10
Scars Another Twisted Dream of Mine!
“Your worthless” “Only you can be that bad at something so easy” “I don’t know how your related to me, look at you!” “The only thing you’re a tiny bit good at is going on the computer” Lets face it, I am worthless. The only thing I am good at is making things worse. I regret every getting a life and I regret entering the lives of others I am bad luck. That’s all I am, nothing more… Those where the thoughts that whirled around my head as I bought a blade to my wrist… “Watch the world, Let it bled” My phone went off. I swore and put the blade down and answered the phone. “WHAT?” I yelled into the phone not knowing who was calling. “Cassi?” Tysonn asked, probably wondering if it was the wrong number. You see Tysonn is my boyfriend, and he hasn’t spoken to me for over a week so I took it as a sign saying I am dumped, I didn’t care I should have been expecting him to leave me after he realized I am worthless. “Its me, unfortunately! What do you want I am doing something right now!” I growled. “Sorry, I just wanted to talk to someone, I am just so bored!” “Can’t you call Jez?” I asked. He reminded me of a little kid. “He is busy. What are you doing? If you don’t mind me asking!” “You interrupted me just before I was about to take my life away! So could you just let me continue?” I asked really annoyed, Why did I even tell him that? I heard a gasp on the other end of the phone. “Trust me you want miss me!” And with that I hung up the phone. I thought I better make my death look dramatic, so I put on my MCR C.Ds and I smiled knowing my family would come in and it would be to late for me. I lied in the arms of my life-sized teddy and grabbed my blade and my phone. As I raised the blade to my wrist the phone rung again. “Yea?” I sighed. “Cassi, Honey don’t do it!” I herd Tysonn yell. “Make me.” I challenged him. “I am on my way.” “Noo! You can’t see me dead! You can’t see me this way! Pick up the note I wrote you after the funeral!” I begged. “A note?” “It explains stuff and I am sorry!” I whispered and hung up as the tears started to flow, I put my phone down and picked up the blade. “It wont hurt as much as living does.” I sighed. As tears flowed I bought the blade to my wrist and cut, I quickly repeated the actions on the other wrist and let the blood sock my out fit; a black and read top with something depressing on it and a black skirt. I was amazed at how little pain I felt right now. I didn’t hear the front door open but I did hear my bed room door open, and I herd Tysonn scream. “I didn’t know guys screamed coz I have never herd a guy scream” I mused as the tears and blood flowed. “CASSI!” Tysonn was on my double bed, trying to stop the bleeding and getting blood all over him in the progress. “Let me DIE!” I whimpered and pathetically tried to pull away but I was losing blood and strength. “Stay awake! I need to call a hospital,” Tysonn grabbed my phone I had dropped beside me and called. Tysonn hung up after and pulled me into his arm and put my arms around his neck and pulled me into a kiss! How sad! Our first kiss and I was barely conscious during it! Just my Luck!
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 4, 2009 20:33:41 GMT 10
The city! Here are my favorite things about going to the city with Tysonn, Linda and Courtney!
Minotaur- Seeing my cutie waiting for me at Minotaur put a smile on my face that could not remove and Linda had to embarrass me so I spend like 5 minutes apologizing for Linda’s comment! Telling him random stories were so easy, like breathing, I didn’t have to force the conversation it was simple and it made me happy!
Subway- Lunch was nothing special; except I got to spend it was Tysonn, Linda and my sister!
E.B Games- I loved flirting with Tysonn on the DS Picto chat I was called I ♥ S.H! But Tysonn was interested in Joel (also Tysonn) was in love with him, I can be possessive of what’s mine! I was didn’t like Joel he should back off! But I loved when I told me he loved me more then ever and more then I loved him…Like that’s possible!
Galleria- The teddy bear shop was awesome and The Discovery shop was fun as we played with the dangerous toys then we went to the teddy bear shop and I got a bunny that I later named after my hottie!
Myer- LOL! So much fun! The elevator was so much fun how we stayed in it and just talked to randoms! And when there were a lot of people and I got nervous Tysonn wrapped his arm around my shoulders, I smiled behind my hands that were infront of my face! And when that weird guy kept looking at Tysonn I felt a flair of jealously how dare he stare at my cutie, he is mine! Okay! I probably scared my cutie! And we were sitting on the couch, Tysonn sat next to me and Linda was telling Tysonn to make the move (and I recalled when she told Mitchell to do that on me but he didn’t) and Tysonn said the move was to old!
Melbourne Central- After getting Wii fit for Linda that Tysonn ended up carrying we spilt up, Courtney and I wanted to go to Flinders Street but before I left I gave Linda a hug and Tysonn gave me a tight hug so we caught a random train that didn’t work out so 10 minutes later we were back but I didn’t stay long so another hug for Linda and a hug I wish that lasted longer from my Space Heater!
After- After we split up I felt the energy buzz from being with Tysonn wearing off, I wished we lived closer so on the way home I could have rested my head on his shoulder and he could have wrapped his arms around me but sadly he lives in Ringwood, but it makes me smile when I remember how far he is willing to travel to see his messed up Cassi!
Now-I sat writing this while hugging my Tysonn (the bunny not the really thing, I wished it was!) I love him more then he will ever know! He is my first love and I can’t wait till I am 16 so he can be my first boyfriend and I can hug him all the time with out being worried of my parents finding out about my secret boyfriend!
I loved every single moment of today that I spent with my cutie and wish I was always with him not even speaking hoping the silence would be enough!
There was so much I wish I could say but one day isn’t enough! Sadly!
There is so much I wish I could do with him but again the day is way to short!
It makes me so happy how he gets along with my friends! He is the perfect future BF!
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 4, 2009 20:43:53 GMT 10
Scars is a recent dream i keep having! I wake up depressed, when Tysonn read it he said it was sad! But i have weird dreams!
Scars is my fave story i have written its emo but it was a dream or mine that haunts me!
I feel like that alot its depressing!
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 5, 2009 12:57:57 GMT 10
Please comment on them and there will b more coming up when i have time to type them up!
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 9, 2009 21:34:35 GMT 10
No one has read these stories!
Well its a waste of me making a bloody thread for them!!!
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 9, 2009 23:24:02 GMT 10
No one has commented on these stories!
I took time to write these and type it up and no one has said boo about them!!!
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on May 13, 2009 16:30:42 GMT 10
I'm loving them Cassie. Keep it up.
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 13, 2009 16:43:52 GMT 10
Cool! What did u think of Scars?
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on May 13, 2009 17:13:28 GMT 10
It was different. But then again all your stories are different. But it was good and besides I read it at school as well remember? When you gave me that other story to read.
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 15, 2009 8:29:26 GMT 10
Yep but i typed it up and made it more easier then my scrawl!!!
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on May 15, 2009 21:50:44 GMT 10
Nice.
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 17, 2009 11:34:53 GMT 10
LOL! I need to type up more when i can b bothered or in the mood to write another one.
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on May 19, 2009 8:15:37 GMT 10
LOL
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 19, 2009 8:20:18 GMT 10
I am texting him alot often and its a pity i cant say somethings we talk about but...yea...
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on May 19, 2009 15:18:30 GMT 10
I understand. I know how you feel. I've been there. You'll get past it.
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 19, 2009 17:33:08 GMT 10
yea! thanx!
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on May 20, 2009 6:08:42 GMT 10
Your Welcome
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 20, 2009 6:54:49 GMT 10
Cool!
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on May 20, 2009 7:11:40 GMT 10
LOL
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on Jun 9, 2009 8:32:48 GMT 10
I cant really write anything anymore coz of what we talk about!!!!
I mite make up something later!
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on Jun 9, 2009 13:34:34 GMT 10
kk
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