Pretzel
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Post by Pretzel on May 6, 2009 15:14:58 GMT 10
people can discuss depression here
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 6, 2009 15:53:15 GMT 10
I have had it since grade 3 and i get some depression days alot more then i used to!
Its getting harder to hide!
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Post by HandOfDarkness444/The Blade on May 6, 2009 18:00:09 GMT 10
Term 4 of 2008, i garnered one hell of a violent temper, and ignorance to people i knew in Year 9, like my friends and people i hated dearly. My parents suffered, my friends suffered....I suffered
Ask anyone i knew back then (chris, jez, doom...)
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 6, 2009 18:32:13 GMT 10
Tysonn said something about it!
Last yr i had concelling because a teacher thought i had depression, i dont go to concelling anymore!
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Post by Pretzel on May 7, 2009 8:19:21 GMT 10
I got it end of last year when my parnts cut off communication between Christian and I and it was really bad early this year after the Keely incident. I think I'm ok now.
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 7, 2009 8:37:56 GMT 10
okay thats great!
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Pretzel
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Post by Pretzel on May 7, 2009 10:00:00 GMT 10
maybe it will help you to discuss things here with other people who have experienced it
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 7, 2009 11:36:04 GMT 10
Yea!
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Post by HandOfDarkness444/The Blade on May 16, 2009 11:27:01 GMT 10
depression grips like hell...
I was so naive, I thought i could just shrug it off, but i couldn't If i could, i'd apologize to all my teachers and my friends, i hurt them the most. And my parents, who didn't know what to do. I saw a Psychologist for 2 weeks, then called it off coz i thought it wasn't helping. My lowest point that year was when i dropped a chair on someone's foot because i hit tipping point (this was when the lockers were taken from us), and tried to run away During that period, i skipped out on no less than 5 classes because i was so angry for no reason
Don't let it happen to you...
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 17, 2009 11:16:36 GMT 10
I had it in grade six:
*I would cry in class for no reasons. *I would no talk to ppl. *I lied to ppl coz i thought they would think i am okay, but they saw through my lie. *I wouldnt sleep. *I had no friends but my sis and her friends so i could get away with going to a remote place of the school and cry all of lunch.
I eventually went to the conciller: * I cried in his office so many times. *Some times i would fake i was okay to get out of his office. *I got worse.
I dont know if i am better coz sometimes i slip into depressions and i sit on my bed and cry for ages, and i fake nothings wrong when it feels like my world is caving in over insignificant reasons and sometimes i cant stop thinking about wanting to kill myself i get worse because i am to weak to!
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 17, 2009 15:03:42 GMT 10
I feel so depressed its sickening, right now i am fighting myself to go and try to off myself! Tysonn not texting me since like 9ish last night isnt helping!
I dont know why! I am on the verge of killing my self!!!
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Post by HandOfDarkness444/The Blade on May 17, 2009 15:06:17 GMT 10
Ok, take a breather he hasn't txted me either. Don't panic, the 2 words on the back of the hitchhikers guide: Don't Panic
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 17, 2009 15:09:29 GMT 10
I cant help it this depression comes over me and wont let go!
I just sink deeper and deeper...and i never reach the bottom...
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Post by HandOfDarkness444/The Blade on May 17, 2009 15:11:27 GMT 10
I know what it feels like, and i'm well aware anything i say won't help. But please don't suicide
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 17, 2009 15:15:07 GMT 10
I am to weak to rid the world of myself.
So i wont, coz i am to weak!!!
God i hate myself!!! I wish the would just disappear and no one would remember me so no one would miss me if that was possible for any one to miss me!
I am a waste of space and air!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by HandOfDarkness444/The Blade on May 17, 2009 15:18:24 GMT 10
...(oh cr*p, the blaming self stage)...
Trust me, pull through. I'll help u
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 17, 2009 15:21:44 GMT 10
I am to deep, trust me even if u do help like 10 minutes later i will b back to the depressed! Or pretending i am am fine when inside i am in pain, my normal act ppl believe!
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Post by HandOfDarkness444/The Blade on May 17, 2009 15:26:17 GMT 10
Please...
I don't wanna c u in through what i went through. Many a time i wanted to aswell, had i been overconfident like most people, i probably would have. I'm lucky to be telling u this now. I care as much about my friends as i would anyone else i cared for. I'd feel i couldn't forgive myself if u did what i think ur about to do.
So please, i beg you. I'm here to help.
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 17, 2009 15:32:21 GMT 10
I am to fucking weak to kill myself and i am to deep to get help!
I am sorry!!!
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Post by HandOfDarkness444/The Blade on May 17, 2009 15:36:57 GMT 10
Stop, please. You're making me worry
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 17, 2009 15:50:15 GMT 10
Okay, i will hide it and keep the pain inside...
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Post by Pretzel on May 18, 2009 9:39:50 GMT 10
Here is a piece of wisdom you should never ever forget: It takes more courage to live on and fight the problems than to take the easy way out and die.
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 18, 2009 9:54:56 GMT 10
Okay. Thanks!
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Post by Whitewolf/The Eternal Light on Jul 24, 2009 23:42:05 GMT 10
i have just read what everyone is saying, im really depressed at the moment i had no idea how bad i was but today i was hysterical, i havnt been 2 school for weeks and i was bashing myself in the temple with my phone 2night, its heavy aswell. i had thoughts about killing my dad, god i hate him
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Post by Pretzel on Jul 25, 2009 12:13:20 GMT 10
Self- harm... oh god forbid! I tried to knock myself out once, but after about twenty tries i gave up. problem was, i was whacking the back of my head against the bricks instead of the side or front, which might have been successful with how hard it was. i didnt succeed in knocking myself out, but i did succeed in giving myself brain damage, ironically. The memory lobe is at the back of the head, so it is blatantly obvious i've done some damage. I have almost no long term recollection.
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Post by Whitewolf/The Eternal Light on Jul 25, 2009 20:15:40 GMT 10
oh gosh u did some damage there! if i did any damage, i havnt figured out what it is yet but i havnt been 2 school so i will laugh if i cant speak any german or have completely lost me musical ability lol actually that seccond one would be terrible for me i would probably kill myself
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on Jul 25, 2009 23:29:19 GMT 10
I was so upset in grade six i hurt myself, i hit my head on purpose on a piece of play equipment, because of that i spent a whole week at home and i have lots of vague moments which makes me appear really stupid!
I dislike the damage i did as it causes me to appear slow to!
But i am so glad my friends dont tease me because of my stupidity and i self-harm via starving myself but i am tiring to start eating but its unsussessful, i mean i eat but not alot, two meals at most a day, i still hate the fact i ate, but i cant force myself to throw it up!
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Post by Whitewolf/The Eternal Light on Jul 25, 2009 23:38:43 GMT 10
hey did u get my pm? can u have private chats in live chat? if not then pm me back
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on Jul 29, 2009 13:35:21 GMT 10
I dont know if we can have a private chat in live chat!
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Post by Whitewolf/The Eternal Light on Jul 29, 2009 17:38:09 GMT 10
live chat fails on my computer lol
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