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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on Oct 7, 2009 12:38:53 GMT 10
"I'm just thinking. I feel...I don't know. Sorry, you were saying?" I reply to Kelsey.
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Post by Pretzel on Oct 8, 2009 13:13:10 GMT 10
"I was asking whats the matter. What were you thinking?"
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on Oct 8, 2009 13:24:47 GMT 10
"Oh. Um...Well. It's just this 'new' ability that's kicked in and it's starting to frustrate the cr*p out of me. I can read one person's mind and yet I currently can't or am having trouble reading anyone else's so I can't work it. It's like it has a mind of it's own. What about you?" I ask, not saying everything.
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Post by Pretzel on Oct 8, 2009 13:26:51 GMT 10
"uh... who's mind *can* you read?"
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on Oct 8, 2009 13:29:24 GMT 10
"I read the female that came with Ganji. His sister,whatever her name was. But she said it was coz I didn't trust her and yet I don't trust Durza and I can't/couldn't read his mind." I explained briefly.
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on Oct 14, 2009 8:20:33 GMT 10
I looked at the guys and something came over me.
"We need to land!" I hissed and they took the dragons down but they were worried, I got off the dragon and I fell on my hands and knees. "Not much longer!" I sighed, my eyes were no longer full of life, my face was even more pale, my hair was turning all to black, no color or attitude.
"I am fading away!" I whispered, "Soon enough I will be an empty shell!" I said as I looked up. "You were such great friends I said to Shaun and Murtagh!"
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on Oct 14, 2009 11:13:33 GMT 10
I sighed again at Kelsey's dumbstruck face and her ongoing silence. 'What a party this turned out to be. It went haywire,' I thought to myself while I waited for something to happen, Can something happen already, please? Lord I need something to do. I've taken myself out of my meditation state and now nothing's happening. Help please? Be it for Kelsey to collect herself enough to talk to me, for me to hear someone else's brain or for Darren to come out. I toke a deep breath to calm myself and steady my thoughts.
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Post by The Fear/Rukia on Oct 14, 2009 12:24:47 GMT 10
I kept following the dragons that flew above untill they began to make their decent to land. I hid within the forrest and I could hear conversations.
"Not much longer!" Said Cassandra's familiar voice "I am fading away! Soon enough I will be an empty shell! You were such great friends"
I hated myself, for some reason which I could not explain, I felt to be the one at fault, the reason for her fading. I could not take it any more, I stepped out of my hiding place.
"Cassie?..."
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on Oct 15, 2009 7:38:11 GMT 10
"Great! Bec has to see me at my worse!" I muttered as I stood up and dusted myself off. "Well, you got out, no thanks to me!" I sad coldly. I was so annoyed that my attempts to save her killed my soul and she has to see me now.
I frowned as I felt my vampiric side emerge, i shook my head and know when my soul dies, I will be a vampire with no feelings. Who cant drink blood.
"Now what do you want?" I was bitter, I was dying and I didn't have much longer. Durza stood behind while the guy stood either side.
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Post by The Fear/Rukia on Oct 15, 2009 9:38:02 GMT 10
Cassie's words cut me like a knife, especialy the fact that I knew each word was true. I knew that I had some kind of connection to her suffering, I just didn't know what, that was what fustrated me the most. I just didn't know, yet some part of me didn't want me to know, but I had to.
"Cass, I know your soul is dying. I can see it in every passing second." I took a deep breath, trying to keep my emotions in control. "If it's cause lies with me, tell me what I can do, I'll do anything if it meant saving you. Even If. It Means. My. Life." My voice began to crack and choke as tears were welling up inside me.
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on Oct 23, 2009 7:41:23 GMT 10
I sighed again. I just kept thinking about what I should do.
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on Oct 30, 2009 7:41:57 GMT 10
I got up and stumbled away from Bec. Shaun catching me every time i fell.
"Why would you do that?" I called as i walked deeper into the forest, "I don't think you can save me. I cant drink human blood!" I laugh, I was hysterical. "I wanna die with people that mean alot to me." He hiss.
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Post by The Fear/Rukia on Nov 1, 2009 18:49:39 GMT 10
I continued to follow Cassie and Shaun through the forrest, constantly fearful for Cassie's life and the possibility of someone catching me and returning me to my cell. But I kept running. I managed to catch them in a clearing.
"You want to know why?" I asked with a slight question in my voice, surprised that she would ask a question like that "Because it costs to be a friend or to have a friend. It not only costs time, affection, patience, love, but sometimes a person must even lay down his life for his friends. There is no true friendship without self-sacrifice." I then decided to explain what I really was.
"The truth is that I never was human, I am a soul reaper. We were once alive but we have indeed died and have gained supernatural powers, yet dispite that I am not immortal, however our stamina is far greater than a human's. I have been residing in a replacement body the whole time and us soul reapers only do so if we were gravely injured."
I was hurt by her last words, as if I was punched in the stomach. "Why...?" I choked as I felt the tears arising once more, but I refused to cry "don't I mean anything to you?"
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on Nov 9, 2009 12:21:38 GMT 10
I'd finally made my decision.I turned around and started to walk away from both Darren and Kelsey. I'd had enough. I wasn't going to wait anymore if I was unwanted by the both of them. Why should I have to? If they didn't want me around that was fine by me. I'd seen Darren's shadow by the door to the building and Kelsey was waiting between me and him. She'd finished talking to or attempt to talk to me and had moved there as soon as she saw Darren's figure appear there. But there must have been some sign that I'd missed coz she just stopped looking confused. I was sure I could make my own way back to my own world and find Cassi. Well, I was hoping.
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on Nov 24, 2009 12:10:33 GMT 10
I fell again and didn't get up, i looked down. Shaun asking me if i needed help. I shook my head, silent. I sat on my knees. I had a gash on my neck that Murtagh was healing, i was losing myself. I fell back and fainted.
"She is losing, she has locked herself inside to save herself!" I heard Durza say. "She may be able to survive with her soul."
Inside myself I saw what i had become, a monster, it was black and red and the flowers where dying, i was in gothic heaven, a couldn't help but laugh. I couldn't stop, i was obsessed with being normal, but inside i was obsessed with being myself. I was in a small outfit that belonged in a goth shop. I shook my head, if i was free i will be myself. No hiding, no faking, its how i got in this mess, i will be the freak i am.
I then reflected on my love... Tysonn...
Your touch, your ways Leave me dumb without reason Your love, my cage My prison so pleasing I spend my days Tangled in thoughts of you Stuck in this place Resigned to be your fool
I thirst no longer Drenching my soul Pour out like water
You're my only infatuation Don't leave me stranded In my obsession My purpose, my possession Live and die in my obsession My obsession
Oh
Come down to me Don't ever say that it's over I kiss your feet Worship the air you breathe Your love, my gift You go and I will follow My dream, my wish Don't leave me here so helpless
I thirst no longer Drenching my soul Pour out like water
You're my only infatuation Don't leave me stranded In my obsession My purpose, my possession Live and die in my obsession My obsession
Am I a lunatic? I'm going crazy For just a word from For just a touch from you
And I'm exploding like chemicals I'm going crazy, can't get enough [2x]
I thirst no longer I thirst, yeah Drenching my soul Drenching, oh
I thirst no longer Drenching my soul Pour out like water
You're my only infatuation Don't leave me stranded In my obsession My purpose, my possession Live and die in my obsession Oh, oh, oh, my obsession Oh, oh, oh, my obsession My obsession
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Post by The Fear/Rukia on Nov 24, 2009 20:05:22 GMT 10
I rush over to Cassie's side as I see her collapse on the forrest floor. I hold her hand as it is the only thing that I can do, I hated feeling like this, so worthless. She was not the only one who was running away from something, I was as well. Not just the crimes that I have been accused of, one that not even the Soul Socioty even knows of. It was a guilt that has been haunting me since it first happened and I was determined to never let it happen again. I finally manage to let the tears fall that I had been trying so hard to keep at bay, like the darkness of my own heart. I still held in my heart the beleif that this whole thing was my fault
"Cassie, don't die on me, not yet."
You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No I won't give in
Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late, this could all disappear Before the doors close And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend Yeah, yeah
Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da La da da da La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through Just stay strong 'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say Nothing you could do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So keep holding on 'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
I suddenly hear a stick snap in the woods and footsteps approaching me, a guard from the Soul Socioty
"So... There you are Rukia, thought you could escape huh? Well, you thought wrong. Bakudo number one, Sai."
My arms immediatly locked behind my back, I was unable to move them and it was impossible for me to break the kido through my own powers, especially seeing as I was in my human form. The man then simply dragged me away from Cassie's lifeless body and slung me over his shoulder and took me back to the White Tower.
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Post by Missing my friends already. :( on Nov 27, 2009 10:28:18 GMT 10
I was lost. I was in amoungst buildings that all seemed to look the same to me. I still hadn't gotten back to my world but that didn't mean that I couldn't try. I was still trying and I was tired, hungry, confused and lost in another world that I personally wasn't ready for. I was merely beginning to use my powers. I still counldn't control them. Oh well, I guess it happens. I decided to curl up on the floor and have a little rest.
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Post by The Fear/Rukia on Nov 29, 2009 22:59:40 GMT 10
I am dragged back to the White tower and thrown back into the cell that I once occupied, landing roughly on my back, yet I refuse to cry out as the sharp pain shoots through my entire body.
"You'd better stay in there if you know what's good for you." A rough voice said outside the door "Have a good sleep, it's the last one you will have before you sleep for eternity."
I find the strength to pull my body up and lean myself against the wall.
"What do you mean?" My voice, still dry and gravely with unshead tears.
"Haven't you heard? The Central 46 Chambers and the 13 Court Guard Squads have decided to move your execution date to tomorrow, especially since your escape attempt today" I hear the footsteps slowly fade away in the distance.
This was really it, my D-day had come by this time tomorrow I might already be dead. It would be for the best.
"So...the execution is tomorow...maybe I should beg the The Central 46 Chambers and the 13 Court Guard Squads to let my friends go back to the real world." I muse to myself outloud
Cassie will be alright and well and my friends would be able to leave safely and will not be in any more danger because of me. I curl up into a small ball and get some sleep, I will need it.
Dream
I was standing in a doorway a squad member was going to get the vice-captain for the new squad I was just assigned to after joining the 13 Squads.
"...Um..." I began, unsure of what to ask.
"Yes! Something I could do you for?" The squad member asked.
"I'm just a normal rookie in the team... You can treat me like you do the other rookies." I replied politely
"Ah! Yes! I'll remember that in future!" The squad member replied, failing to disguise the distaine in his voice as he walked off to tend to other buisness, yet whispers reached my ears
"Who's that girl?"
"Her? She's from the Kuchiki family..."
"Hah. She's the new pet?"
"I heard she got in without taking the entry exam for the team..."
"Ooh! It's the favouritizm game those nobles like to play. What a joke they have no idea how hard we have to work."
'I knew it...' I thought 'It's the same here too...' ever since I was adopted into the Kuchiki family everyone thought I got the easy ride into the squad, I guess it was something that will never change.
I suddenly hear yelling on the other side of the door
"Hey! Hey! What are you doing here wasting time!!? This is not a zoo! Go back to your assigned posts dumb asses!!"
A dark haired man with a scowl upon his face walked up to me and introduced himself.
“I am Vice-Captain Kaien Shiba! Nice to meet you”
Still nervous I said a small reply
“…Yes…Hello”
From what I remember of that day it was… a normal meeting
A scowl again etched itself on the male’s face
“…Yes… Hello?” Kaien mimicked me, he then suddenly grabbed the crown of my head and yelled
“What the hell’s your problem!?”
I was confused so I let out a pathetic
“Huh…!?”
Kaien brought his face closer to mine and demanded
“The Vice-Captain introduced himself to you! You should give your name and say “Nice to meet you, too!” Your name!?” He demanded again.
I again stuttered.
“…I…I’m Rukia Kuchiki…”
Kaien still had his grip on my head, but he had calmed down and he was not yelling
“OK…and then?” He questioned waiting for me to finish the sentence.
“N…Nice to meet you!!” I replied quickly fearful of his rage again
It was a normal introduction. A normal scolding. A normal relationship between a superior and a subordinate.
He then took his hand off my head and the scowl was replaced with a blinding smile
“Good! That’s the way, Rukia! Welcome to the 13th Division! Because our Captain is weak and sick, I’m usually in charge of everything! Therefore you may call me “Captain” Kaien if you like!”
I was still confused at his sudden change, from angry and demanding to happy and kind, with my hair still in disarray I answered
“…Yes…I’ll think about it.”
That normality…was what I desired the most.
Later that night I decided to tell my brother what happened that day.
“Older brother… my first evening in the team has ended peacefully.”
My brother sitting in a high-backed chair with the back towards me replied
“…Ah… what seat?” He questioned, to become a seated officer upon joining a squad was considered as a massive achievement.
“…Ah…none…” I began to explain as I averted my eyes, even though he had his back turned to me, I could still feel his gaze bore through me. “I’m very sorry…with my ability…I couldn’t become a seated officer upon joining the division…”
“…I see. You may leave.” My brother replied, dismissing me, I knew that I had once again disappointed not only my brother, but the head of the Kuchiki family.
I was sitting alone in an abandoned training field, leaning against a tree. I was reflecting on the events that occurred yesterday. The cruel whispers, The Vice-Captain and, my brother’s disappointment. I was so absorbed that I didn’t notice Kaien hanging upside down in front of me, drinking from a bamboo cup.
“Whaaaaaaaaaaat now? What’s with that shitty face again!?” Kaien asked.
I was so surprised that I yelled in shock
“Ah!”
“Why do you always go “Ah!” when you see me? I’m so hurt” Kaien said as he held out another bamboo cup, identical to the one he was drinking from.
“Here. Drink up!” Kaien offered.
I took the cup from his hand and opened it while Kaien climbed out of the tree and sat next to me. After taking a long draught from his cup, he broke the silence.
“You probably won’t tell me if I ask you why you look so troubled, but…as long as you are in my division, I will stand by you even if I die.
I was surprised, this could be him doing his job as a Vice-Captain, making sure that his subordinates were all right, but what if it was something more.
“Kai-“ I began but I was interrupted by a man and a woman who apparently enjoyed the drink.
“Sooooo cooooool!!” The girl shouted.
“I got Goosebumps!!” The man bellowed.
“-en” I finished pathetically, forgetting what I was going to say.
“Wow~~!! You’re so cool, Kaien!! She’ll fall in love with you!! KO Right!?” The girl squealed as she patted my head.
“Goosebumps!! Goosebumps!! I heard it you said “I’ll stand by you” “By you!!” The male proclaimed as he almost fell on top of Kaien.
“Kiyone! Sentarou! Idiots!! Are you two drunk again!!?”
“Kuchiki!!!! Don’t worry about it! I’m from the alley, too! So when I first joined people were talking smack behind my back, too! But… Against those people, just flick some boogers at them!! Boogers!! Hahahahah!!” The male, Sentarou said drunkenly.
I decided to be quiet during this fiasco
“You’re annoying! Always so annoying after drinking!!” Kaien yells at the pair almost losing his cool. “Ah! That’s it! Break’s over! Return to your posts!”
When I was with Kaien…everything felt so right…I could be myself and he did not harbor the same disdain that the other members of the squad held of me. Because of my connection with the Kuchiki family, he also treated me like his other subordinates
But…Kaien had a wife.
She was the officer in the 3rd seat. A great woman. So smart and gentle… She was a beautiful person. I looked up to her. I hoped that, I could one day be like her. She was my…Idol.
A week after our time in the abandoned training ground, Kaien, Captain Ukitake and I were called into the medical quarters of the Forth squad. On one of the beds, Kaien’s wive laid there, dead. Ukitake was the one who said what happened.
“…Her entire squad was… obliterated” Ukitake said uniformly.
I could see the grief in his eyes, I wished that I could do something for him, but what does someone do when their superior’s wife dies?
“Because even the observational personal were slain, we… still know nothing about the enemy’s power. We are forming an assault squad…we should be ready in two days.” Ukitake stated.
Kaien then attempted to storm out the door.
“Wait Kaien! Calm down!” Ukitake ordered.
Kaien stopped dead in his tracks and said
“We don’t know anything about its capabilities! We don’t know its name, appearance or abilities… therefore you want me to sit here like an idiot and wait…? Leave everything to the assult squad… and just hide in here…?”
“We do know two things about the enemy…First, it doesn’t travel around. It stays in its lair and hunts within a certain area. The other thing we know is… the location of its lair.”
Two nights later Kaien, Captain Ukitake and I ventured out to the cave where the enemy, a hollow resided, we were standing on a tree branch which stood above the cave, I then heard the hollow speak
“I smell fresh meat” The hollow was large and frog-like but it stood on six legs instead of four. A white mask with a flame-like patten over the eyes and spikes near the mouth and on it’s head red tendrils stand wild moving by its own will.
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Post by The Fear/Rukia on Nov 30, 2009 14:44:27 GMT 10
Dream part 2
“Doesn’t smell too bright though! Hehehe! Should be tasteful nonetheless! hee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee” The hollow cackled.
It had now turned around and noticed us, so I decided to volunteer to learn about this monster.
“Kaien, let me scout out his abilities first…” I began but Kaien interjected.
“Captain, permission to fight it alone.”
Why?
“Granted” Ukitake replied. Why didn’t I stop him?
Put myself between them and stop him!
Kaien jumped from the limb we were standing on and began to run towards the hollow.
“Hee hee! Hee! So you’re the first eh? Brat!"
Kaien then began to talk to the hollow.
“…Before we start. I need to confirm something. Up to now…how many Soul Reapers have you eaten?”
The hollow took a moment to answer.
“…Uh…How many? Hee Hee. Sorry, but I don’t keep track of that!”
Kaien then asked.
“Have you… ever felt sad or regret about killing?”
The hollow again took his time but he answered.
“That’s a really stupid question. I, like you have a heart! Thus, there are nights when I feel regretful about the Soul Reapers I ate…Even now I feel…Regretful about what happened last night…Especially about that female Soul Reaper last night. I didn’t eat her head or torso…I really regret not doing it!!! Heh! heh! heh! heh!”
Kaien only said two words before running towards the hollow.
“I see.”
He then jumps on the hollow’s back, grabbing the wildly flailing tendrils and slicing them off.
The Hollow said.
“You’re fast…but…you touched it!!! Reverse swirl!!” When he did so Kaien’s zanpaktou shattered into thousands of shards.
“Once every night…the first Soul Reaper to touches my tentacles…will lose his zanpaktou!!”
Kaien leapt off the hollow’s back, but not giving up he resorted to fighting it with kido and his bare hands.
I knew that I needed to help him so I placed my hand on my own zanpaktou and decided to make a dash to Kaien’s rescue. But Captain Ukitake stopped me.
“Captain…Pl…please let go of me! Kaien… If we don’t help Kaien…” I beseeched Captain Ukitake but he interrupted.
“If we help him…What will happen to his pride?” Ukitake began “Surely if you jump in now, you can save his life. You will also murder his pride” Captain Ukitake reflected.
I could not comprehend what I was hearing, it made no sense to my ears. I argued back at him.
“Pride is not important…In comparison to life!!!” I exclaimed. However, Captain Ukitake maintained his calm demeanour.
“Rukia, remember this. There are two types of fights. Whenever we are in battle, we must be one of the two. The fight for life or…The fight for pride! Right now…he is fighting for pride! His wife’s pride…his men’s pride…most importantly…his own personal pride…dismiss this as his stubbornness… and let him fight on alone like this…” Ukitake rationalised.
After thinking it though, I begrudgingly moved my hand away from my weapon.
Kaien had managed to inflict some damage on the hollow but he was able to inflict some on Kaien as well.
The hollow laughed.
“Hee hee you’re still able to put up a fight even without your zanpaktou… you’re not bad, brat…”
Kaien brashly replied.
“…Of course. Against a hollow of your level, all I need are kido! Sorry, but I’m going to defeat you like this.”
The hollow retorted.
“You sure talk big!! It can’t be helped…I wasn’t planning to use this because of last night, but…since you underestimated me like that I have no choice!!”
The tendrils that still remained flew off the hollow’s body and soared towards Kaien and entered his radial vein in his wrist.
“…Kai…en!?” I muttered as I noticed that all the tendrils were gone and the body of the hollow collapsed.
“…Yes?” Kaien’s voice replied, but it did not look like him, his skin gained a grey-green tone and his face and eyes looked like the mask of the hollow.
“You called?…little girl…”
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Post by The Fear/Rukia on Nov 30, 2009 20:26:33 GMT 10
Dream part 3[B/]
I was shocked the person that was meant to be Kaien, did not look like him at all.
“…Kai…Kaien….” I murmured under my breath.
“…Why…do you say my name so many times? Are you that worried about my safety little girl…? Do you care about me that much…? Am I that... special to you, little girl?" Kaien snarled as his tongue elongated out of his mouth.
Kaien then lept towards me in an attempt to attack me.
“Since you like me so much…then let me, eat you!!” Kaien shrieked.
Then a white coat appeared in front of me and managed to halt Kaien’s attack on me.
“Captain…!” I gasped.
Ukitake, without taking his eyes off Kaien, gave me an order.
“…Run, Kuchiki.”
I again, could not conceive the words that came out of his mouth so again, I took a sharp intake of air.
“…Ah…”
Infuriated at my stupidity, Captain Ukitake screamed at me
“Start running!! Do you want to die!?”
That sentence alone made everything all too clear Kaien Shiba was not the man we knew, he had changed. I obeyed my order as I leapt off the branch and began to run, tears streaming down my face, blinding my sight.
’Why…Why did it end like this…Why…Kaien…!'
I keep running, as a million thoughts pound through my head, yet for some reason I stop, I turn around and I see Kaien about to attack Captain Ukitake, I see the blood on his mouth, his illness must have struck while I was running. I leap in between the two and I slash Kaien landing further away in the forest.
Captain Ukitake yells out in shock and he then sees me in the distance.
I keep running, as a million thoughts pound through my head, yet for some reason I stop, I turn around and I see Kaien about to attack Captain Ukitake, I see the blood on his mouth, his illness must have struck while I was running. I leap in between the two and I slash Kaien landing further away in the forest.
Captain Ukitake yells out in shock and he then sees me in the distance.
"Kuchiki! You idiot! What are you still doing here!!?”
I then turned around and noticed Kaien coming towards me from the air, as I held my sword defensively as Kaien came hurtling towards me.
“Kill it!!” Ukitake roared
’Back then I turned around not because I had a plan. But…I just felt that…I shouldn’t run away by myself like that. I just had to turn around and help Kaien… somehow…
As Kaien came closer to me, I came to realise that it was not Kaien any more, he was now a monster, a hollow.
“Kill it!!” Ukitake roared again.
I had closed my eyes, afraid I was going to die. When I reopened them, I felt a red, warm liquid spurt onto my face and hands, it was blood. But not my own.
Kaien, who had managed to internally fight off the hollow had impaled himself onto my sword, he then some how managed to find the strength to speak.
“…Captain…Thanks…For letting me…Fight until the end…” Kaien said frailly.
“…Yeah…” Captain Ukitake replied just as fatigued.
I could feel my hands quiver underneath Kaien’s body weight on my sword, yet I did not falter beneath it.
“Kai…Kaien…?” I said breathless
“Kuchiki… I dragged you into this… my stubbornness has caused you pain…” Kaien said even weaker than before, he then pulled me into an embrace as I felt his hand on my back and I put mine on his carefully as to not push him further down on my sword.
“I’m sorry. You must be torn apart inside. Thanks…to you…my heart can still stay here…” Kaien said brokenly.
I then felt his hand drop from my back, I squeezed is back tightly, then there was a horrible realisation. Kaien Shiba was dead.
"KAIEN!!!!" I scream in moarning as I fell to my knees no longer able to hold both our weights, as the rain began to fall.
I never could’ve seen this far I never could’ve seen this coming Seems like my world’s falling apart
Yeah
Why is everything so hard I don’t think I can deal with the things you said It just won’t go away
In a perfect world This could never happen In a perfect world You’d still be here And it makes no sense I could just pick up the pieces But to you This means nothing Nothing at all
I used to think that I was strong Until the day it all went wrong I think I need a miracle to make it through
Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back I wish that I could turn back time Cuz I can’t let go I just can’t find my way Yeah Without you I just can’t find my way
In a perfect world This could never happen In a perfect world You’d still be here And it makes no sense I could just pick up the pieces But to you This means nothing Nothing at all
I don’t know what I should do now I don’t know where I should go I’m still here waiting for you I’m lost when you’re not around I need to hold on to you I just can’t let you go
Yeah Yeah
In a perfect world This could never happen In a perfect world You’d still be here And it makes no sense I could just pick up the pieces But to you This means nothing Nothing at all Nothing, nothing at all Nothing at all
No. No, I didn't do anything to deserve any thanks!! I ran away... because I was afraid to fight you. I came back because I was afraid to face my cowardice in the future. I stabbed you… because I couldn’t bare to see you in pain…the only one I had saved was my…ugly self.
I awaken the next morning, my last morning with the sun shining through the narrow window. " I will stand by you even if I die." That was what he said and somehow dieing didn't feel so bad, it was people like Kaien and his wife that showed you the kind of person you should be.
I don’t desrve to be rescued… I don’t deserve to have Cassie, Brittney, Tamara, Kelsey, Darren, Tysonn, Murhtag, Durza, Kate, Captain Ukitake and Kaien standing by me
(Sorry about the three diffrent posts, I tried to have them all in one, it fit but it would have been long and hard to read.)
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Post by Whisper My Fairytale on May 18, 2010 13:32:20 GMT 10
This is over now. Locked! Soon a new ball will be back and there will be new rules!
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